Why do you assume that all the bad things I say are about you? Is it because we don't talk now, so you assume that that is the reason? You assume that because I say one bad thing, that that is the reason we don't talk anymore? I hate to break it to you buddy, but that isn't it. The reason is that we don't talk anymore. It's as simple as that.

You need to understand that I've changed since we have become friends, and I'm really not the same person I once was. Although I yearn to be who I once was, I can't. I just can't. You're pretty much my only memory of that person now, and it scares me. You try to pull me closer, then you push me away. Actually, I don't know who is doing what. Maybe I'm the one pulling, and you're the one pushing, or vice versa. I don't know anymore.

Bottom line is, don't assume that all the bad things are about you. Because, they probably aren't.