Why is everyones life so messed up right now? Breakups, stress, anxiety. Its all so horrible.

Stress has reached me again. I can barely eat, and when I do I almost throw up. I can barely sleep, and I run on pure adrenaline during the day. I barely do homewrok, and I shake so badly I can barely do anything. My head is cloudy, thoughts are jumbled together. I've had this feeling before. I never enjoyed this feeling.

The feeling of being alone even wjen you're in a crowd of 200+ people. The rock in your stomach, just blocking everything coming in and out.
I've never felt this bad before. Never. Nothing bad has happened.

I hate myself. I don't like what I got myself into. What did I get myself into, I really don't know. I hate this. I hate it.

Help me. Help me.

I need it.
Help.

Breath. We'll find a way out.

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