dasdas

it's unbearable. it is. i tell you more than my BEST FRIEND. i tell you what i buried in my mind for so many months and...and... you don't shy away. i love you. but how can i come to that conclusion so easily? how do i know that in a week, a month, a year, that you won't disappear?

i opened up last night and showed you my dirty side. the side of me few people see. are you okay with that? are you seriously going to stick by me? do you want to stay friends with me, knowing what could happen in the future?

i have a thing, where i can easily expose the dirty side of people. it isn't a gift. it isn't a curse. i don't know what it is.