well

this sudden mood change was unexpected. such a good, goooood day. and now, such a bad baaaaaad mood.

i don't know why. i really don't know why, and it's starting to tick me off.
i want to talk to you so SO badly, but i can't.
i can't do this anymore.


i'm one of those people where i need to stress about something.
if i don't have something to stress about, then i freak out.
and right now, i don't really have anything to stress out.
i have stuff to be ticked off at, but not stressed.


winter's my favorite season.
mikey way is my favorite person on the Earth.
flute/piccolo is what i love.
painting is how i express myself.

my new favorite movie is Paper Heart.
it's adorable, and i could watch it over and over again.
it's like Phantom of the Opera, or Titanic.
You know what's going to happen, and what to expect, but you learn something different each time.


oh look.
it's almost 9 pm.
i haven't talked to my penpals, i haven't talked to you.
i feel so numb and incomplete.
even though i have everything.


i have friends.
i have a home.
i have a loving family.
i have food, love, happiness.
i should be content. but...i'm not. i'm not content.