Please Understand

How come all my memories go back to you? Why do they?even though we are basically far from being friends, I can't get my mind off of you.
It took me this long to realize that even though we both caused a lot of shit in eachothers lives, I truely miss you.
Even though I miss you, it doesn't mean I should befriend you again.
I've found people who are fit for me, and they're nothing like you.
I don't know. I wish life was a lot simpler.

I'm blasting music into my head. It's the only way to calm down.