so far

I've gotten better. I still am a pessimist, but that's just me. I've always been a pessimist, and I've always loved it.
I've made new friends, and ones that actually care. Or, they're good at pretending they care.
I've gotten closer to my cousin again.
Muse and Blue October are new obsessions. Luckily.

I've been so unfocused this year. I can't memorize simple stand tunes for marching band. I try and try, but no luck. that's what she said. hehe. It sucks. Then I can't remember A SINGLE THING for Spanish.

I secretly think you don't care.
Oh wait, you probably don't.
I secretly think you're a jerk.
Oh wait, you are.

I think I have I a headache.
Stupid headaches.

I want to talk to you more. I want to hang out with you.
But, I can tell you don't want to.
You're just there, because you're a nice person.
It's that. That's all.