11-2-09

Today is the 2nd of November, 2009.
Today is the start of a new me.

I'm not going to sit around and wait for you anymore, because I can't.
One year, less than one year. That isn't enough time. I'm not going to wait for you. I know other people in life now, and these months we have talked has helped me gather so much more courage, I can live without you.

This contradicts what I said above, but I feel it applies for other reasons.

To unexplain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A seance down below.
There's things that I have done, you never,
Should ever know.

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows,

That without you is how I disappear.
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you any more.
I'm just a ghost, so I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.

And now
You wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me out!
So you can
Well now so you can
I'm so far away from you
Well now so you can

And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
Forever
Forever now