I will never be good enough anymore, will I? I'm your 'best friend' yet I don't feel like it anymore. Am I being replaced by them? Is it that easy to replace me? Am I that bland of a person. So uneventful, unemotional, untalkative. I am so many things, and so many things that are the exact opossite of you. I'm sorry i'm not that friend you want me to be, but i'm not changing myself so you'll like me.

talk all you want, share what you want. be happy, please. i would rather you be happy than me, because asking  me to be happy is like asking a cat to not throw it. it works sometimes, but other times it'll do no good. no good at all.

i appreciate all you do, i do. thanks for being you.

i just feel replaced now.
by her.
and her.

am I really replaced?