iwillbestronger.lifewillbebetter.iwillmakeithappen

gerard way is my hero. do you know why? he struggled with depression. it runs in his family, his brother mikey way struggled just as badly as him, but is better now. gerard way, when he got depressed he pretty much hit rock bottom. he started drinking, smoking, and doing some pretty nasty stuff. but he got through it.

he got through it. with help and time.

and look at his life now. he is happily married and has a daughter. My Chemical Romance is working on their new album. his life is good now, although he had a lot of rough spots in his past.

why am i mentioning this? because i'm going to be like him. i am going to be strong, and let go of the past. just let it go, and start it over. and start it over right this time. not start over, only to crash into rock bottom again. this time is for real, and for happiness.

life will start to look up in time. i started by deleting old journals. i had to, for my own good. if i ever want to relive those nightmares, i have my blog for that. i try not to read it. i don't want to. maybe in a few years when i stumble upon it again.

don't worry world. i'm coming back, stronger than ever. i won't give up. i am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone.

never again at least.

mark my words. i will be stronger.